Belt Sanders and Brooms: Speaking the Truth in Love (Part 2)

24 11 2009

There were three major things Kathy and I learned to begin to resolve conflict right in our marriage. Our old conflict resolution patterns were destructive and leading us toward divorce. If we were going to learn to speaking the truth in love we needed to do three things:

1. Getting Honest With Yourself

Speaking the truth without love doesn’t work. I would act like a belt sander saying things in an abrasive way. Verbal jabs, sarcasm, powering up, slander, self-righteousness became my natural response. My words would leave sand paper scars on Kathy. The hard truth is people who speak the truth without love often end up with revolving door relationships because they abrasively push people away.

Being loving without speaking the truth doesn’t work. Kathy would act like a broom and sweep the problem under the rug. Cowardice, avoiding, ignoring, TipToe around conflict, enabling became her norm. The hard truth is people who love without speaking the truth often end up with shallow relationships because they’re afraid of the conflict that will result from being honest.

2. Stop Focusing on Changing Them

David starts Psalm 139 by focusing on what everyone else is doing wrong, but by the end he courageously looks at what he needs to do to change. He prays a high risk prayer, “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. Psalm 139:23-4 The truth is it’s a lot easier to deal with other people than it is to get on my knees, and say, “God Deal with Me! Expose the dark parts about my heart that are not fully yielded to you. Acting as a Belt Sander or a Broom isn’t just hurting my spouse, it’s hurting me and most of all it’s offending You, God. Bring all that junk into the light. Expose it to your power and your grace so it can be changed by you.” We’ll never resolve conflict right until we get serious and ask God to deal with me!

3. Get Serious about Allowing Christ to Change You

BELT SANDERS: If your tendency is to “speak the truth, the next step is to listen love and affirm your spouse. You may be a black belt in speaking the truth, but you’re a white belt in love. Respond slowly, stop talking and start listening. When I’m abrasive, I’m hurting deeply the one I love the most. “Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs” Ephesians 4:29. Did my word this week build up or tear down? Did I speak gently and tactfully? What can I do AND say this week to affirm to let them know I deeply love and care for them?

BROOMS: If your tendency is to “be loving,” the next step is to risk their rejection and speak up. You believe that if you speak up, you’ll make it worse. Keeping quiet isn’t helping; it’s hurting. Proverbs 10:10 says “Someone who holds back the truth will cause trouble. But the one who openly confronts works for peace.” Tell yourself conflict is not bad. It’s not a crisis, but an opportunity for growth. Where am I holding back? What do I need to say? The only way to deepen intimacy in a relationship is through conflict. Speaking up will strengthen the relationship.

“CONFLICT” SERIES continues @ Epic





What Facebook & Twitter Have Taught Me

11 11 2009

One year ago today I joined Facebook (Thank you Stephen Zehnder). And about six months later, I started on Twitter. I’ve learned so far:

1. The World is Small. I’ve connected with some great people who I never would have met before. I’ve caught up with old friends that I haven’t seen in years. The kids have connected with friends in China and amazingly I’ve grown closer with people who live next store.

2. Concise Writing. As someone who’s a creative thinker and spiritual writer, it’s forced me to organize my thoughts into smaller soundbites. 140 characters is tough, but it a great discipline in choosing your words carefully.

3. Personal Growth. TweetDeck moved Christian leaders and thinkers from podcast and conferences, to right in front of me. Their new insights and new learnings have become my new learnings, and it’s forced me to be more authentic with my life and faith journey.

4. To Break Down Walls. In America, we tend to stay in our little cliques of people who believe the same thing we believe and think the same way we think. I’m more interested in meeting people who are different from me. The diversity of ideas and thinking is amazing and forces me to rethink old positions and discover new directions.

5. Community. In ministry, my goal is to inspire others where ever they at in their spiritual journey, from not even interested in anything spiritual to connected in a church. The conversations are awesome. With my community at Epic, it’s helped build deeper relationships, keep everyone informed about events and spur one another on.

6. Laughter. People are funny and say some hilarious stuff. SERIOUSLY. You make me laugh!





Soundtrack for CONFLICT Series

9 11 2009

Some songs I’m listening to and inspired by as I write for the upcoming series on relational conflict.

BETA Version: I’ve been playing around with this tonight. It’s cool. I always wanted to put music on the blog, but I need to figure out how to upload this so it doesn’t shut off when I switch screens. I’ll keep working.





30/30: Kathy and I. Conflict. Arby’s.

9 11 2009

conflict final 3Kathy and I have had some major conflicts in our 18 years of marriage. One of the best was a few years ago on vacation at Hocking Hills in SE Ohio. The kids in the backseat witnessed an epic event that is often recalled and revisited today when we go out to dinner.

We were driving to dinner and an Outdoor Theater Production in a city about 45 minutes away from our campground. On the way we drove through a quaint small town which just so happened to be celebrating their Summer Fair. You know the kind where the downtown is closed and it’s transformed with rides, BBQs, elephant ears and whole lot of small town charm. “This is cool! Let’s stop here for dinner. The kids will have fun!.” We’ve got a few hours before the play, so I pull in to enjoy a little unexpected fun on our journey.

As I get out of the car, Kathy speaks up, “I was REALLY looking forward to having dinner at the drama.” (There was a special dinner before the performance with the actors in the production. Did I forget to mention we had planned on going there for dinner?).“Yeah, THAT was a good idea, but this is SO much better,” I chime back.

Better to me, not better to her. You can see where this is going.

The argument ensues which is followed with a huff from me, “Alright, let’s go. Mom wants to eat at the theater.” Three miles down the road the argument escalates to the point where we pull over to the side of road. A lot of sarcastic “I dont’ freakn care. I’ll do what YOU freakn want!” comments ensue and in huff Kathy gets out of the car and starts walking back to town. I turn the car around and drive along yelling from the window, “Get back in the car!”

After about a 100 yards, a whole lot of screaming from me and crying from the kids, Kathy gets back in the car. The conflict continues, but this time we yell at each other with the loudest form of anger…SILENCE. After 30 minutes of tension you could cut with a knife, we get to our destination. Kathy has now lost her appetite for dinner at the theater, but with three hungry kids in the car I pull into Arby’s. The family piles out of the car, but not me. I’m still stewing. While they enjoyed a thinly sliced roast beef, I sat in the car sulking in thinly sliced anger and resentment.

The story is funny now and we all laugh about that infamous day. At times now when we are going out to eat, the kids will say “Hey dad! Want to go to Arby’s for dinner? You can sit in the car.”

“Do you know where your fights and arguments come from? They come from the selfish desires that war within you.” James 4:1

CONFLICT Series begins @ Epic November 15





Take the QUIZ: Boring Life Indicator

3 11 2009

Take the Boring Life Indicator QUIZ: (check all that apply)

___If your plans for this weekend, look like your plans for last weekend.

___If you talk about characters on TV like they are a friend of yours.

___If most of your conversations are about work or the kids.

___If the best stories from your life where when you were drunk.

___If your conversations are often about something on a screen (ballgame, TV show, News, Facebook, etc).

___If your best stories as a Christian, were from more than a year ago.

___If your Monday looks like your Tuesday, which looks like your Wednesday…

___If you schedule your life around something on TV.

___If joining a small group is the most daring thing you’ve done as a Christian.

live the adventure imageChrist said “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” (John 10:10). Often times we settle for a bunch of stuff that is not necessarily bad, but is far short of the adventurous life that Jesus is calling us to live. Christ invites us to follow him and life an original life that only we can life. He has uniquely gifted you, given you a unique personality and is personally calling you to impact this world. Could it be your life your life could be more than your living now? Could it be that God is a unique role that only you can play in this world?

Don’t Miss Living the Adventure!
This Sunday, Nov. 8 @ Epic … On Your Mark





Did You Know? 4.0

20 10 2009

Things are changing at a rapid rate. The last statement was amazing. What stat surprised you? How do you think we will do life different in 5 years? What changes do you think this means for businesses and churches?





Epic Baptism 2009

24 09 2009

Epic Church’s summer baptism in Shelby Twp, MI. We celebrated all that Christ was doing in the lives of 10 people. It’s great to serve an amazing God.





New Series@Epic: Life.Money.Hope.

16 09 2009

life money hope boxWith all the financial uncertainty in the air, most of us are saying how do we find peace when everything is chaos? Where do we turn next? How are we supposed to think about cash? There are answers and there is hope. Join us at Epic Church as we talk about the most controversial subject in most of our lives – money.

Separating the Lies From the Truth – Sept 20
Breaking the Bondage of Debt – Sept 27
Moving from Worry to Hope – Oct 4
Your Personal Stimulus Package – Oct 11





The Nines: Pride is Sneaky

16 09 2009

Pride is sneaky.

Four Ways to Know When Pride is Sneaking Into My life

1. Forgetting the gift is bigger than the person
2. When we grow impatient with most people
3. When we are unwilling to hear the truth
4. Symbols of power become important





FriThought: No Wusses!

7 08 2009

I love this verse…

When the going gets rough, take it on the chin with the rest of us, the way Jesus did. 2 Timothy 2:3

No Wusses! Be a Man! I am not a big UFC fan, but a good friend Scott shared this on Facebook. “This verse reminds me of a great T-shirt, you will see it during UFC events. Its says: ‘Jesus didn’t tap’” I LOVE THAT!

For those of you who don’t watch combat sports, “tap out” is a term for yielding to the opponent, and hence resulting in an immediate defeat. The submission is commonly performed by clearly tapping the floor or the opponent with the hand or sometimes with the foot, to signal the opponent and possibly the referee of the submission. The submission can also be verbal, during which the fighter verbally informs that he is giving up.

Jesus stayed in the ring to fight for you and me. When the going got tough, Jesus didn’t tap out.  When he was arrested, beaten and bruised,When He was nailed to the cross for our sins, He sacrificed himself for you and me. He died so we could live. He is the ultimate fighter!